Friday, May 9, 2008

I Heart you....

Hi guys and gals,

Seems like it's been far too long since i posted an update on here so i figured now would be as good a time as any....this blog will just be a quick update as to how i'm finding all these subtle alterations to my life and how i hope things will progress from here.

K has been really imaginative lately and i know you have seen that from the posting D made recently. It's so strange being unable to tell my husband and Master that i love him (although it seems i can still type it) yet i'm still able to get the sentiment across by saying "I heart you". It is the strangest substitution and i always feel silly when i say it but it also makes me smile as it shows me he has ultimate control over me and that is something a "good girl" like me craves.

The underwater thing is a whole side of things i want to progress further. I know it's been mentioned that we do experiment with breath play but we do it consentually and while i respect peoples opinions i hope people will respect mine. I have been swimming since i was 2 and am an extremely strong swimmer, trained diving instructor and also a freediver so i already have some great breath control. I think this hypno thing will help me a lot further with the freediving as it seems to be increasing my ability to stay underwater. This is something we really want to work on!

I am at home underwater, for many months now my "escape" place has been sitting on a rock under the sea watching the ocean around me, as well as my all important igloo!

Things are just getting better and better, spontaneous orgasms, random people for me to play with and D appearing in my house randomly when i know he is elsewhere never ceases to amaze me!

Long live hypno fun!