Fistings and candle wax

Hi again,

i have missed writing up our adventures and last night was another night of hypno fun. I had a kind of out of body experience last night . We had a night away in a hotel by the sea last night and used our time to try out new ideas.

It is very hard to fist me, my pussy is just too tight, and sometimes refused to stretch any further with 3-4 fingers inside and i am unable to relax enough to allow any other fingers in. I have been with K over 10 years since we were very young and i have probably been fisted 4 times over that period of time. I asked K if he would attempt to fist me while we were away. We were aware that hypnosis would be needed and after tying me up spread eagle on the bed. K whispered in my ear that i was going to watch this happen. He told me to close my eyes and then i heard him tell me to open them. I was stood at the foot of the bed and was watching him leaning over my tied up body talking into my ear. My eyes were closed but i was moaning softly. He constantly talked into my ear describing what he was doing and i could hear him in my ear at the foot of the bed. I watched as he managed to slip his fist inside my pussy gradually finger by finger and at the same time i could feel every manipulation on my body whilst watching him. I could see myself writhing and moaning with the pleasure i was feeling.

After he had allowed me to cum (which was so so intense) i watched him grab some candles and begin to drip wax over my tits until they were covered. This was intense to watch especially as i could feel the heat whilst standing there. He then leaned down and whispered into my ear "close your eyes" which i promptly did. When i was told to open them i was again tied up to the bed with waxy tits.

If your sub is able to do hypnotic illusions then that is definitely one to try. Needless to say not much sleep was had. If you have any questions for either of us feel free to comment or email!

c xxxxx

Our leave of absence

Hi all,
Firstly i haven't had contact with D for a long time, have no idea if anything has happened to him and its partly this lack of communication that has made me reluctant to blog on here. It is D's blog but hopefully he is fine and well and will return to the fold soon.
myself and K have had to deal with relatives passing away, massive work issues, the financial climate and the poor health of our daughter. We have not intended to neglect you dear readers but life has a funny way of biting you on the ass at times.
So what have we been up to? Over the past 3 weeks we have really got back into our bdsm lifestyle and hypnosis is being used again to ensure that everything i experience has intensity turned up to the max. The fave trick of the moment is an old one really, I disappear to my igloo for a while and when i come back my entire body is on fire, whilst out i have been whipped by K and not feeling a thing only to feel the intense heat and pain when i return, that is a pretty cool trick as K likes to go at it hard (and i love it when he does) and there have been times where i have been in the room and talking to him while he does it yet unable to feel a thing! Definitely is something to try with your subs its a mind rush as well as the intensity of the pleasure/pain boundaries.

We have used hypnosis recently for more practical uses rather than sexual, keeping me calm is not an easy task when my world was crumbling around me and hypnosis has enabled me to function without breaking down into tears ever 5 mins or so.

So has any of you incorporated hypnosis into your bdsm play? I'm sure the loyal readers will have tried it and i am interested in what you guys think of it. I have some time off work over the next few weeks so will post regularly and visit to read the comments often. Hopefully we will all hear from D too!
Speak soon
c xxxxx